My Own Path

I have cried my last tear for you 
Let my last drop of blood fall for you 
I won't let myself be in pain for you
It's time to move on
To find someone new

I won't let you have control over me
I won't let you try to get my attention
With the I tried to kill myself line 
You've done it to much
The impact is gone
I almost want to say...
Whatever

I know people that have tried and almost succeeded
I have myself. 
I've seen the pain
The suffering 

I don't think it's right for you to do it for attention 
To say yeah I tried, whatever.
I guess it just pushes me one more step away

I'm walking now
Down the path
To a new fork ahead
There are only a few choices now

To continue on the one I am
Always loving you
Never getting over you

To turn to the right
Getting someone new
Being in another miserable relationship

To turn to the left 
To find someone better
Being even happier

The only problem is if I try to turn left I might end up going right by mistake 
 I might not know till its to late
But I know I don't want to stay in the center 
The pain grows each day

But I'll forge on
A path of my choosing 
It's time for this to end 
And so I continue one step at a time
On a path all of my own.