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Red Tears
Once I loved you.
Twice I forgave you.
Twice I forgot what you had done.
Trice I bled because of you.
Trice I lost something- something dear.
Trice I almost died.
Four times I forgave you for breaking my heart.
Four times I took you back.
Four year I gave to you.
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Literature
Cute.
Cute.
..... cute.
Your cute.
But how else is there to respond?
I can't say:
I don't like you
Your not my type.
So I said....
Cute.
That was a no
I'm not going to prom with you.
I'm not going to prom at all.
But you're cute.
It's true.
But don't you see her?
Her over there?
The one holding back her tears?
She loves you.
For years.
So go to her.
Please.
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Literature
Break Up
Part One:
I look down at my arm dripping blood
I know I know better
But it hurt
The way you acted
When I called you
I could see the cuts that would be there soon
But you didn't you took it calmly
Making it worse
As I walked my nails started to dig
But I kept on walking
You are telling me I'm lying
But I'm telling you the truth
Why would I tell you she misunderstood
I could have just delt with it
Dumped her the end
Instead I called you to tell you
Tell you she thought I was dating her
I told you I was dealing with it
Telling the girl she misunderstood
You started joking around making little jokes
I said I would dump her
I would deal with it
But when I got home those little nail bites
They grew as I dug in them
Making them wider
You talk about how you promised him
The one guy you know I don't like
Promised when he came to see you
That you would do that
You said it was before we were dating
You wouldn't break a promise
You tell me how he's taking you out
To the mall
To a movie
And
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Literature
It's Not Over
There are many ways to say it
Heart Broken
But the one thing you always get someone new
Rebound
Sometimes your lucky and their better
Like Me
Sometimes they're not and your stuck
Hurt
Luckily I ended up with someone
Better
It doesn't mean I don't still like her
Love Her
But he's helping me
Heal
Right now he is the one holding me
Stopping Me
Making me not jump
Die
I couldn't hurt him after using him
Rebound
I couldn't die while being his
Jump
Just because shes gone
Left
Doesn't mean I have to
Leave
I never needed her
Wanted
To start it was pity
Sadness
She reminded me of a younger me
Myself
I protected her I loved her
Sheltered
Now she's leaving me
Ending
I protected and loved
Cared For
Now I'm hated
Unwanted
I know how to end this in one move
Death
I could die
Endless Sleep
But I refuse to
I Won't
Die for her
I'm Better
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Literature
I'm Taken
He?
Him?
What?
Boyfriend?
With me?
Uhhh no way....
But yes
It happened
I don't know how
But now he's mine.
And I'm his.
He knows what I like
He's willing to give it
It makes me smile
What was denied by her
Is given by him.
I know it might not work out
I know I might just be using him
Using him as a rebound
But right now
It feels amazing
Just to know I have someone
That someone is there
Someone who wants me
Wants me for me
All of me
That I know could protect me
That I know is there
Even if it all turns in to a mess
I love that I can say these two words
I would do it again just
So I could say two words
I'm taken
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Literature
What People Said
When we started dating
I told my friends about you
And asked for the truth
And they said
She's fat
She's ugly
And look at that hair
Your really dating that
You could to better.
But I said I liked you
Then they met you
And after they said
I have the strangest tastes
They told me
She dresses like a slut
Without the good looks
She looks even worse in real life
Why do you stay with that
You could do better
Still I said I liked you
They told me they would date me
They know they are hotter
Even if I didn't like them
I could do better
That there are so many people
That want me enough
They don't know why I stay with you
But I said I liked you and I didn't care
Someone tells me
She won't stop texting me
He said he doesn't like you
You seem like a dog
You asks for advice
And tries to make him pity you
I asked him please be nice
Ignore you if he must
And he did
He wasn't mean
But he thought you were pitiful
Someon
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Literature
Collar
As I slip on this collar 
I know how I'll look
People will wonder who could have tamed me
Who I would let dominate me
People will wonder, why I would wear a collar when before this people have worn collars for me 
I know that people will look
What they will see 
At first glance they will see a fancy collar 
They will ponder that I have one
A second glance and they will notice it is made of silver
They will then assume the one who gave it had money 
When they look a third time just to confirm their suspicion 
They would notice the details in the engravings on each link of chain 
They would never know that my collar is my own version of a chastity belt 
That I wear it to protect myself 
That I am my own master
I will protect my self from others 
I will be my own control
I own myself 
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Literature
My Own Path
I have cried my last tear for you 
Let my last drop of blood fall for you 
I won't let myself be in pain for you
It's time to move on
To find someone new
I won't let you have control over me
I won't let you try to get my attention
With the I tried to kill myself line 
You've done it to much
The impact is gone
I almost want to say...
Whatever
I know people that have tried and almost succeeded
I have myself. 
I've seen the pain
The suffering 
I don't think it's right for you to do it for attention 
To say yeah I tried, whatever.
I guess it just pushes me one more step away
I'm walking now
Down the path
To a new fork ahead
There are only a few choices now
To continue on the one I am
Always loving you
Never getting over you
To turn to the right
Getting someone new
Being in another miserable relationship
To turn to the left 
To find someone better
Being even happier
The only problem is if I try to turn left I might end up going right by mistake 
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Literature
A Smile
You look at me
You smile
You say I haven't seen you in a while
And it flashes me back
To when she said
The same thing to me
It makes me feel
Like your killing me
I know your trying to be nice
You want me as your own
But every move you make
Reminds me of her
It makes my heart beat
It makes me scream
It makes me remember shes gone
And then you look at me
So carelessly
And I know you want me
I know I can have you
I know that its truth
But I won't say yes
Even if you say you love me
I can't say yes
Only because I still love her
Your an adorable guy
I've known you forever
But still
Your older
I'm younger
I want someone closer
And I just can't date you right now
Or ever
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry hun

I just can't love you
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Literature
Fillers
It's funny how people come to fill the gaps
Lose your best friend? 
End up with two more that are better
When all hope is lost and you think it will never be better
You meet a filler.
Someone who is so much better that person you lost
The one you used to have
These people have the same interests as you
Have the same stories
Read the same books
I love fillers.
Better yet, I love my fillers
They make me smile
They warm my frozen heart
When I want to cry they crack a joke
My fillers saved my life
Because they made me smile
In a way they shouldn't be called fillers
They took the place of someone else and do a better job at being a friend 
They can't be replaced
They are my best friends
They just filled a missing spot
They filled me with joy
And I love them for making this tears stained face smile. 
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Literature
You Hurt Me
I say I can't bear to see you date 
You say you don't plan to
That you want to keep me
Then you...
You...
You...
Go and date 
You lied to me
But I should have known
You have before 
You will again
You say you kinda like him
And it breaks my heart
I don't know why I want to stay in contact with you
You try to hurt me all the time
You try to stab me in the heart over and over
Then you always come back and say
Say that you still love me
You want me to stay your best friend
Just so you can hurt me it seems
Tell me how your going out with a guy you like
Or just made out with someone you know I hate 
You love to see me in pain
To hurt me all the time
So amo
So love 
I have no reason to be so nice
To let you be near to me
Even when you say you want me as your best friend
You hurt me. 
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Literature
You Won't
I saw the life we had planned 
The house we could have had
The memories we could have shared come crashing down.
I saw them shatter, explode and disappear.
The past 
The present 
The future
The past that is set in stone. 
That has happened
That can't change
The present that is this second
That is happening right now
That is this moment
The future that goes and flows like a river
That changes every second 
That is different every moment 
That you have ruined for us
That you have decided wasn't needed
So as memories wash away I cry for what we lost
For what you ruined 
But then I almost want to laugh
Because I know how we will end up
And I'm not the bad side
I'll live a good life
I'll have fun
I might even get married to someone I actually love 
You won't.
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Literature
Healing Heart
My hearts been broken 
So many times
I've given up fixing it
I just wait in time 
Because I know
Someday 
Someone
Will heal me
They will dry up my tear
And hold me close 
Tell me I'm loved 
And that I matter the most 
That they care for me
So much and won't let go
They won't make promise they can't keep 
Won't try to hurt me so deep inside
Wont try to tear me apart
They will be my healing heart
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Literature
A Rainbow Follows Rain
I feel so weird not wearing my rainbow kandi. 
Knowing the one person I thought I could trust betrayed me.
 Knowing that no ones left to rely on.... 
It's time to forge on I guess. 
Make new memories. 
Continue with life. 
So I guess when I get home I'll make a new rainbow. 
One for me and only me. 
Because there is only one person left who loves me. 
Myself. 
I will be my own rock standing in the way. 
I won't let some fat ugly person bring me down. 
I will stand up.
I will be prideful of myself. 
And I will not give in. 
I will not feel I need to be punished. 
For this is not my fault. 
It is hers. 
She is the one who decided to hurt me out of spite. 
She is the one who was cruel and abusive. 
I was the left hurting. 
Not her. 
After rain has fallen a new rainbow will bloom. 
So in the end. 
There will be a smile again.
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Trusted You
I should have known
Known better than to trust you
You broke my trust so many times
Tore my heart apart
I guess I don't need to keep that promise anymore
It doesent matter to you
Anyway what happens to me doesn't matter to you
Not anymore
So I guess this is good bye
And that my last words should ring true
Maybe not in the same way
The words, thank you.
Thank you for hurting me over and over
Thank you for tearing my heart apart
Thank you for not listening
And lastly
Thank you for letting me love you
.
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I Did It Again
I look down at my arm dripping blood
I know I know better
But it hurt
The way you acted
When I called you
I could see the cuts that would be there soon
But you didn't you took it calmly
Making it worse
As I walked my nails started to dig
But I kept on walking
You are telling me I'm lying
But I'm telling you the truth
Why would I tell you she misunderstood
I could have just delt with it
Dumped her the end
Instead I called you to tell you
Tell you she thought I was dating her
I told you I was dealing with it
Telling the girl she misunderstood
You started joking around making little jokes
I said I would dump her
I would deal with it
But when I got home those little nail bites
They grew as I dug in them
Making them wider
You talk about how you promised him
The one guy you know I don't like
Promised when he came to see you
That you would do that
You said it was before we were dating
You wouldn't break a promise
You tell me how he's taking you out
To the mall
To a movie
And I feel the
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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 3, 2013, 5:26 AM
Hello.
I'm back after almost two years. I like to think I've matured since then.
I've gotten away from my simi-abusive ex-girlfriend. I've healed myself emotionally.
I'm back. I'm going to start writing again. I won't let people pull me down any more.
I've successively concurred my depression.
I am happy.

I am back.

Do does anyone still follow me, anyone still like me?
Post and talk, I don't remember everyones  username tell me who you are.

Thank you.

Oh and check out this contest!  I want to be able to buy things again. chrome-mmvii.deviantart.com/jo…

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1Foxylady Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014
HI! Remember how a while ago you asked me if I still had the original
deviation of your id? Well I just found it in storage if you still want it!
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Hi. wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01? anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…

P.S. The group is about politics in case you were wondering.

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Howdy! We just moved into our new group, SUPERshow2016 It's for our public access tv show, L.A. Zen which'll be making a comeback in 2016 - after a looooooooooong haiatus. If nothing else, your supportive presence will be greatly appreciated.

Either way, !YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :squee:

:happybounce: Kaptain Kwirk & Kalamity Kiki :happybounce:
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Hi Katara! It's just me, stopping by to see how things are going and how you've been ouo haven't heard much from you in a while and I got curious. Welp, have a nice day~ :heart:
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hello my dear <333

Just want to ask you if you want a feature on my page. It will be only 10 points Bunny Emoji-28 (Waving) [V2] 

have a nice day <3
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Are you attending Metrocon this year?
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Listen here boy! you disappear for 2 whole years and don't come around to see your old man? Kids these days I swear!
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I'm back, and I brought backup, my lovely partner in fun, Kiki! :D !YAAAAAAAAY! :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo: It's September 20th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: --- Birthdays Team This birthday greeting was brought to you by: =SilverSymphony
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Happy birthday l hope you have a great day :hug:
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=D thanks for the fav on one of my Spartacus Series pieces. Make sure to check out the rest. :hug: - Ilithyia

Would love some feed back on it. And vote on my active pole to see who will be drawn next
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:iconcuterinplz: :iconblinkthanksplz: for the :+fav: !!~ :iconbunnyglompplz:
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Thank you so much for the fave! Aww!! Thanks, love you~
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Thank you for the fav!!
I'm glad to see you back!
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lolz your icon looks just like my naruto oc ^^ ...that's kinda funny :)
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Happy birthday!
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Hello!:iconhappybirthdaycakeplz:
Happy [early] birthday!
Hope your birthday blossoms into lots of dreams come true!
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Vanillacupcakes1011 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2012
DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO T HE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea]






DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY

















here just do it


most people aren't sure of what they really want in life.

I received
this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact
copy,

this

really

works!!!!



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1.

To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!


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2.

Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and
say it to your self 6 times!!


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3.

If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!


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4.

Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5.

Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but
that wish.













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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.









After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!



























































Keep going

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance.

Now
pay very close attention this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent.

Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates.

This one has been going since 1864
and if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that
after hearing these stories.




First Example:


Take Barbra Wallace .. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got
this same chain letter.

She had a crush on th e same kid since
kindergarden.

when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it.

The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash.

If she would have sent
the letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be
alive.




Second Example:


Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.

Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted.

All the signs of
your total dork.

He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour.

Now, like Barbra , he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade.

The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D.

finally had the courage
to ask
her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years.


They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.




Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked.


Listen to this.

A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to
check his mail.

He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek
either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.

It was
this exact letter.

Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what
could happen if he didnt pass it on.

He simply pulled a few friends
from his buddy list and sent it along.

The next day, about that same
time, he got a phone call.

It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer,
and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
ever since.




Now, you heard the storie*.

* *now which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you.

I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me.

We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it.

If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will fall in love with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!
^^


Don't blow it, it's ur
chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining
cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything.

It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch.....

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