katara11111

Once I loved you. Twice I forgave you. Twice I forgot what you had done. Trice I bled because of you. Trice I lost something- something dear. Trice I almost died. Four times I forgave you for breaking my heart. Four times I took you back. Four year I gave to you.

Cute. ..... cute. Your cute. But how else is there to respond? I can't say: I don't like you Your not my type. So I said.... Cute. That was a no I'm not going to prom with you. I'm not going to prom at all. But you're cute. It's true. But don't you see her? Her over there? The one holding back her tears? She loves you. For years. So go to her. Please.

Part One: I look down at my arm dripping blood I know I know better But it hurt The way you acted When I called you I could see the cuts that would be there soon But you didn't you took it calmly Making it worse As I walked my nails started to dig But I kept on walking You are telling me I'm lying But I'm telling you the truth Why would I tell you she misunderstood I could have just delt with it Dumped her the end Instead I called you to tell you Tell you she thought I was dating her I told you I was dealing with it Telling the girl she misunderstood You started joking around making little jokes I said I would dump he

There are many ways to say it Heart Broken But the one thing you always get someone new Rebound Sometimes your lucky and their better Like Me Sometimes they're not and your stuck Hurt Luckily I ended up with someone Better It doesn't mean I don't still like her Love Her But he's helping me Heal Right now he is the one holding me Stopping Me Making me not jump Die I couldn't hurt him after using him Rebound I couldn't die while being his Jump Just because shes gone Left Doesn't mean I have to Leave I never needed her Wanted To start it was pity Sadness She reminded me of a younger me Myself I protected her I l

He? Him? What? Boyfriend? With me? Uhhh no way.... But yes It happened I don't know how But now he's mine. And I'm his. He knows what I like He's willing to give it It makes me smile What was denied by her Is given by him. I know it might not work out I know I might just be using him Using him as a rebound But right now It feels amazing Just to know I have someone That someone is there Someone who wants me Wants me for me All of me That I know could protect me That I know is there Even if it all turns in to a mess I love that I can say these two words I would do it again just So I could say two words I'

When we started dating I told my friends about you And asked for the truth And they said She's fat She's ugly And look at that hair Your really dating that You could to better. But I said I liked you Then they met you And after they said I have the strangest tastes They told me She dresses like a slut Without the good looks She looks even worse in real life Why do you stay with that You could do better Still I said I liked you They told me they would date me They know they are hotter Even if I didn't like them I could do better That there are so many people That want me enough They don't know why I stay with yo

As I slip on this collar  I know how I'll look People will wonder who could have tamed me Who I would let dominate me People will wonder, why I would wear a collar when before this people have worn collars for me  I know that people will look What they will see  At first glance they will see a fancy collar  They will ponder that I have one A second glance and they will notice it is made of silver They will then assume the one who gave it had money  When they look a third time just to confirm their suspicion  They would notice the details in the engravings on each link of chain  They would never

I have cried my last tear for you  Let my last drop of blood fall for you  I won't let myself be in pain for you It's time to move on To find someone new I won't let you have control over me I won't let you try to get my attention With the I tried to kill myself line  You've done it to much The impact is gone I almost want to say... Whatever I know people that have tried and almost succeeded I have myself.  I've seen the pain The suffering  I don't think it's right for you to do it for attention  To say yeah I tried, whatever. I guess it just pushes me one more step away I'm walking now Down t

You look at me You smile You say I haven't seen you in a while And it flashes me back To when she said The same thing to me It makes me feel Like your killing me I know your trying to be nice You want me as your own But every move you make Reminds me of her It makes my heart beat It makes me scream It makes me remember shes gone And then you look at me So carelessly And I know you want me I know I can have you I know that its truth But I won't say yes Even if you say you love me I can't say yes Only because I still love her Your an adorable guy I've known you forever But still Your older I'm younger I

It's funny how people come to fill the gaps Lose your best friend?  End up with two more that are better When all hope is lost and you think it will never be better You meet a filler. Someone who is so much better that person you lost The one you used to have These people have the same interests as you Have the same stories Read the same books I love fillers. Better yet, I love my fillers They make me smile They warm my frozen heart When I want to cry they crack a joke My fillers saved my life Because they made me smile In a way they shouldn't be called fillers They took the place of someone else and do a better job at